On a billboard of a building on Woodward Avenue there is a large chalkboard with 91 lines. The words, "Before I die..." and a basket of pastel chalk beckons you to consider.
Much harder to do than a bucket 'list' that allows you many choices. This form of street art would like you to fill in just one line.
So I ponder-what do I want to do before I die?
Travel? I've done a little, but want to see Europe in the worst kind of way. Norway, my ancestral home is of great interest to me. But I'm a homebody at heart, so I don't think that's my number one aspiration.
Not being a great cook, I have always wanted to make a decent lasagna. Recently I came across a stove top one that was easy enough for me to handle. I've made it three times and I think I've nailed it. So, no. No domestic endeavors. The lasagna was my tasty nirvana!
Writing something meaningful would be very cool; however, as I approach 500 blog essays, I think that the goal is met as best as I can meet it.
Winning a Grammy is completely out of the question due to the fact that I am virtually tone deaf. For real. I will never rock it out or lounge on a piano in a hot dress and croon a smoky ballad. Grrrrrr-never gonna happen. Be thankful for that one, peeps. Which leads me in to the instrumental part of the program. I want to slap that bass just like Dane did! My buddy Tim taught me a few things about a djembe and I participated in a few drum circles. That's all I got.
I have no illusions of curing mental illness, world hunger, or animal abuse. I do what I can but it will never be enough.
My goal of reading the classics is stalled while I dig into biographies and summer beach reads.
I keep falling back on the one thing I can actually do. Contentment and peace of mind is within my grasp. I will continue to use all of the above endeavors as well as meditation to get there. I feel it will be a life long pursuit as I feel that it is a moving target for me.
Before I die I will be utterly content and peaceful.
How about you? What will you do? xo

Contentment and peace of mind are things I've always craved but unfortunately never seem to get as an adult.
ReplyDeleteI left your contentment answers earlier today.
ReplyDeleteBefore i die I want to load, aim and fire a howitzer dropping a shell right in the middle of Disney by the River. I am tired of all my taxes being spent downtown instead of my neighborhood--I bet a cop would come if that ever happened.
Charles-it's a process, but totally worth the effort. Keep workin' on it! Mark-good Lord...Have a great week-or at least try to, you too!
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